whoa!

so i had a lot i wanted to write on new year's eve. i had been thinking through out the day how much my life had changed this year. (thinking this on the 31st!). how being a mom has changed my life. how i have learned so much. but the news i got on new year's day threw me for a loop! we are having baby #2! due sept 3, 11. we are totally excited. now it took me a day or so for it to sink in. i hadn't lose the weight i wanted after having liam. but god has other plans. i wanted a sibling for him at one point, why not do it now! i'm totally excited and hoping for a little sister!

last year was amazing! i know each year will be better and better. as our family grows, i can't wait to see the changes that are ahead. though there were tough times, i learned a lot and i am still learning. i am not a patient person, slowly but surely i am getting better. the night i found out i was pregnant i was like "i don't know how to take care of one let alone two!" i can do it. i know i can. i didn't think i would ever have liam, so to have him and to be pregnant again is wonderful. i know it is still early in the pregnancy but positivity is all it takes. miracles work themselves out. all i ever wanted was a family and i am tremendously blessed to have eric and liam and now the little one that is constantly growing way down in there :)

in september or august i can't wait for this to happen again:

holding my newborn child!
thank you god!