When everyone sleeps

I'm awake thinking and wondering. I put way too much thought into somethings. What if it does have down syndrome? I worry and wonder way before the tests are back. Why worry until something happens? He explained that it may come back abnormal simply due to my age.

I'm a bit scared. I want all to come out well. All I can do is give it to god.
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