you bring me close to god.

after reading this post: kelly hampton, i realized how much closer i am to god now that i have eric and the litte man. i am not a certain religion. tried that once and i now know that there are much more people that god made for all of us to learn from. there is so much wisdom we can learn from every religion: happines, how to be a better person, living a life of joy, not judging, helping others. there are wise words from lots, not just jesus. i could go on to preach how i have known so many so called "christians" that have done more backstabbing than anyone i know but i won't. that isn't the point of this post. the point of this post is that i closer to god now than every before. i pray more. i thank him daily for eric and liam. i want to be a better person. i want to be more spiritual. i believe that if i am i can show liam  more of what it is like to be a good person. how to give to others. i want him to be respectable, polite and friendly. i can't teach him if i don't do that myself. i know god will help me in doing this. i still have learning to do in those areas.

without these two miracles in my life i would be stuck in an unhappiness that would lead me to god knows what. i'm so glad he listens to us and knows what we need!